Simply Living Life on the Edge.

These past few days, have been insane. Exam week; is the worst week ever. Every time exam week comes around my body goes into a beast mode; well I have one exam down, 2 more to go. One of those being Biology…

I dread/ hate/despise this class with a special personal passion. I prepared all night, my stomach was in curl, I felt like throwing up this morning. I got a pump talk from my personal motivator Kyle Shinault, A boy.  Who inspires me in every way. A boy, who has been there for me , and makes time just to help me . ( A special blog is in the making for him). I'm so shaky, and nervous, to help me Luis Beltran takes me on a "Breakfast exam date" , we got to Mcds ,I eat & STUDY, and try to shake off the gooey feeling that is consuming me.......
                                          
Well, I go in only to find out due to the weather… EXAMS ARE CANCELLED.  We had to stay in school for 2 hours; we would be dismissed at 10:30. The time was used to study; or so we say. I currently have a new phobia it’s called “staying in a semester too long”. I’m traumatized, I feel trapped in this semester…. due to snow everything has been cancelled and moved and changed, I’m going insane! Anyway today we discovered a new person, a new theme, living life on the edge, I sat with Beffer, Kelsey Wilson,& Drew Alley.

( don't try to act like you look any better during exam week)

 We talked about relationships, and our crazy adventures.  Our theme for today was “Living life on the edge”, Beffer recently got out of a 3 year relationship, she’s  going through a tough time a conversation that went a little like this has us all stunned
Beffers Mom: “What time are you going to be home tonight?”
Beffer: “tmrw morning, I’m going to party, I’m living life on the edge”
Beffers Mom: “umm. Okay?”
Beffer: “I’m just kidding, I have a math exam, I have to do math problems”
Weird right? Shows a little bit of the old Beffer and the NEW beffer.
Since we all looked like crap, our moods were relaxed; Drew says “I don’t really care what I look like, if someone is going to love me they are going to love me for me”
Beffer says …”yup, I’m going streaking, from now on call me JBARK,or does J Money sound better?"
We are living life on the edge.
Beffer also said “I’m going sky diving with out a parachute; I should have been living life on the edge a long time ago”
Are teacher comes and says “did you put crack on your fruit loops this morning?”
No Mr. Carpenter... We’re living life on the edge.
Jeremy: “I made a 79, I passed by a point”
Beffer:”That’s awesome!! Way to live life on the edge, I'm going to be more like you”

 “If you’re not living on the edge, you’re taking up too much room"
- She doesn't care what she looks like any more, or what pictures go up. She's going to follow her heart, and live for herself. Yes, this is the same girl who would not skip school even if the principal asked her too.
This is JBark, the girl who's going to make it. The girl who now found her indpendence through struggles and tears. Ladies & Gentlemen meet the new and improved Jessica Barker.

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