Butterflies in my Mailbox.

Yes, I changed again.
Really Nat? Butterflies in your Mailbox?
Why the heck are there critters in your mail?
I don't know either.
One day, I opened my mailbox & boom butterflies.

 I would love to tell you that there was some awesome letter saying I really won 100000 dollar, or I finally experienced falling in love at first sight shortly after or even falling in love period ...but no, nothing happen...


Like any other blogger you try to compare things that happen to you , to life, or find a purpose, a deeper meaning to them.
Well, I tried to put something together for such a strange  encounter... Maybe life is like a butterfly , you are nothing but a Caterpillar which isn't exactly a bad thing, but you become beautiful with patience and hard work? Then you run into a dark enclosed area & are set free.. ? No, that's not it. Perhaps life is like a mailbox, always full of bad news & cheap advertisement & once in a while your greeted with unexpected natures ... such as butterflies?.....Uhh. You see my deli ma? I find no comparison. Simple butterflies in simply my mailbox.


I'm still simply Nat & it's still simple. Trying to figure out why I make everything so complicated is like trying to figure out why there is butterflies in my mailbox.

P. S wouldn't the butterflies have left when the mailman put the mail in, or wouldn't the mailman see the butterfly go in and scare it away, or did the wind trap it in there?.  The real question is....Is there butterflies in your mailbox?

Forgiving, you have to find a way to make it simple.

when somebody hurts you they take power over you, if you don't forgive them then they keep the power.

Forgiving.
It isnt simple, but you have to find a way to make it that way because it will only make you bitter, you have to find a way to not over think the situation , to not stay stuck on the past.

Take it from someone who knows what its like to be hurt, I . was. so. angry.

I forgave someone that I thought I could never bring myself to forgive, and it's amazing how much weight is lifted off your heart, it's amazing how walking around even seems lighter,easier, everything becomes more of a breeze rather than living with a block inside of you that unables you to open up.
I honestly have God to thank for softing me up & making room once again to let some one re enter my life.

"There’s healing in the air tonight, I thought the pain was here to stay, but forgiveness made a way. I lost count of the ways you let me down but no matter how many times you weren’t around. I’m alright now...cause God picked up my heart and helped me through and shined light on the one thing left to do and that's forgive you, I forgive you .. ♥"

Sophomore year simply came & went.

  It came & went, before I could even catch a glimpse of the clock.
Oh , sophomore year , thank you for being SO GOOD to me.
Brace yourself East Surry High, you haven't  got rid of this girl yet , two more years, I know it will fly by, but trust me I'll make a living out of you...
This year I.....

Organized a rally for beffer,ding ding ding, still holds the highlight position of my year.

Met this superstar ... nuff said.

Became incredibly close to the most amazing foreign exchange student.

Made two new best friends, who changed my life in so many ways. Sarah & Kyle.

Watched more baseball then I ever had.

Ate at  talaquepaque 45782984759874times.

Was reintroduced by Sarah Horton, to the love of christian music.

Became closer to my creator.

Was part of a indoor team, who well. KICKED BUTT. . . ha.

Was part of the East Surry soccer team that has won more games then ever before.

Went streaking. whooooops.

                                             Attended the Military ball .

                                     Made more incredible friendships.

                                 Became a lover to Damian Padron x)

Went to YL more than ever before.

                 Coached in the fall & Spring & won the championship (:

Won sophomore Representative.

I've learned so much, I know I've lost some friendships & drifted away from people, but I've also tighten some  & met some outstanding humans. Whatever the situation was or still is, once in my heart, always in my heart.

Enjoy the pictures...