&it's 2a.m. and i'm cursing your name.

You know that moment in life when you wish you and someone else were just "nothing"
Nothing. like a non existent relationship.
because you're always something.
you're always "just friends", friends with benefits, best friends, enemies, frenemies, acquaintances, or total strangers. but you're still something, and being some kind of anything  always leads you back to being that thing you despise to be. lovers.
you're always there.in the mist of each others maddness.and you can't help it, you just can't stop this insanity, this endless cycle of emotions.
Every line has been crossed, the most beautiful phrases have been exchanged and so have the harshest.
you swear up and down you'll never go back and you're not in love but you're still there being something.