Simply so in love.

I guess you can say I'm one of those fifteen year old girls, who talks about being in love.
Maybe I am just like every other young girl in the world, when it comes to that.

Love, is a precious thing, I've watched it grow, I've watched it become, I've watched it fall apart, I've watched it make magic, I've watched it over & over again . However, I've never felt it.

  

Then again, you can say I have.

I'm so in love with My Family, I'm so in love with God, I'm so in love with my Friends.

But we all know that, I'm talking about the holding hands, kissing in the rain kind of love.

I want to feel it, but I refuse too.

mm. Bittersweet.

I've had so many opportunities with so many great guys, who I know would treat me like Cinderella.
Yet, I can't bring myself to give up my independence as a girl, to fall head over heels over someone.I've never let it take me, I've always put up barriers.
I'm so in love with sitting in my room alone watching movies about love.
I'm so in love with hanging out with my friends every weekend, not worrying about anyone else.
I'm so in love with desiring it, aspiring it, only.

I'm so in love with going on dates, with awkward boys then talking about it.

I'm so in love with going to parties meeting new people and making scenarios in my head.
I'm so in love with the thought of being in love, yet to scared to let myself do it.
It all just gives me, self- independence. Instead of having someone on my mind 24/7 .I have myself first, I always know that it's all coming from one heart thats devoted to itself, and not anothers.

I'm simply so in love with my Freedom.

so so so so so in love with my Freedom.

God has plans for me , I know it. He will put him in my path, maybe soon or maybe later. Untill then I will enjoy my love for Freedom.