I write about love and such maybe cause I want it so much.

I use to be like oh whatever about dating and that love stuff.

& I always thought it was kind of dumb for people to want it all the time.

Until of course I saw it everywhere

& lately it's been something I look forward to.

Like, I think about it and how nice it sounds to have someone.

It's been so long since Blue eyes
that i've almost forgot what it's like to feel something for someone

& I have became such a girl and yes! dear lord. I have became one of them

them, as in those picky girls that have a list
I don't have a type
but...
 I have a list. feel me?

a list of all the characteristics he has to have.

That's what happen when you stay frozen in feelings for so long your expectations just become higher and higher.
I'm officially a girly girly girl day dreamer
ew. Nathallie.
you use to play in the woods and dig up worms when you were little.what happen to that hardcoreness?(is that a word?)

                                If it basically hadn't been thrown in my face  would I still want it so much?


  If I was the only person left that knew how to love, would I love anyway.
     With out a culture that does the same?

Is it because I've seen/read it everywhere and want what others have?
or because my human nature is itching away in my heart & mind?
When did I become such a typical teenage girl?

Thought of the day..