Friday, October 14, 2011
I'm tired of being alone so hurry up and get here.
I know the drill. I know it very well. too well.
one day you're like muahahhaha being single is great, you can just do whatever, whenever. I'm not talking about the "I'm kind of talking to someone but still not dating anyone" kind of single I'm talking about the "The only people that text me constantly are my best friend and maybe my mom" kind of single. as single as it gets. no one on your mind, no one you even consider , and heck you're okay with that.
then...
there are days , the rainy days.
when you say it's okay to be lonely because you can cry right along with the sky
the days you wish someone gave you butterflies, the days you change from solitude to loneliness
the days you remember all the "almost guys" the fools that did you so wrong
the days you realize that being alone doesn't satisfy you as long as having feelings for someone does
when you realize that your pride can't hold your own hand
when you're focusing on the missing puzzle that you usually ignore
At the end all there is left to do is wait.
wait for someone.
because there has to be someone out there for everyone. right?
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I know how you feel Natalie. I yearned for "love" all of my childhood life. It was only when I gave up, let God take control, and focus only on Him that I was truly happy and realized what I had needed all along. I'm sure you know this the same way I did...but make sure you stay focused ONLY on Him and He'll work the other guy out(:
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