I should have told you

Dear Kyle,
I should have told you how much I appreciate you when you were around all the time.
I should have told you how great of a person I think you are.
I should have told you that I loved every Wed morning .
I should have told you that I loved singing with you.
I should have told you that I loved watching you play sports.
I should have told you that I loved the 2 min silence in the car before we started to talk.
I should have told you that I loved the smell of your car (Wait. i did.8579485 times)
I should have told you that you made my sophomore year something to remember.
I should have told you how much I loved that you love my family.
I should have told you that sending me daily verses was the biggest help.
I should have told you that I sometimes  stole 3 pieces of gum from your car :p
I guess it's better late than never, now that you're not around it just isn't the same.
Hanging out with you today made me realise how much I miss you.
I hope you find all the happiness you're looking for.
May God always Bless you & Keep you safe & smiling as always.
I love you!
                                                                    Love,
                                                                          the b word.
                                                                                that's right the BABY.