No matter what you say.

"They encounterd his blue eyes on several occasions"

Blue eyes.


He came & went. & went and came.
It was always that flirty "He's cute & I know he thinks I'm cute" kind of thing.
We talked then stopped for a few weeks then just when I was about to pull up the white flag
& surrender to any illusions I made myself he  thought it was the perfect time to come crashing back in .

He came back strong & was willing to prove to me
that he was ready to be with me
Needless to say , I was convinced .
Finally, it was time to seal the deal .
This was in my mind a last shot to find something, at last.
Well. wrong.After talking and in the verge of settling one day from the next he just stopped talking to me
leaving me with all these plans that we had together to mingle with myself in my own self-destruction. This time I can't say I was to blame, I was the victim in every way I looked at it.
Not a word was said just silence, he didn't give an explanation as to why he just stopped
& I was too prideful to ask. 8 months of shhhhh. It was the loudest silence I ever heard ..
He eventually came around and apologized & I forgave .
But...
No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away, it doesn't make sense to me.
I'll never really understand.
That's just how life goes.
You are just eventually up to your knees with dissapointment.